My life’s in limbo.  Things are indefinite.  Neither here nor there.  I have difficulty living like this.  I need certainty in my life.  I need to know where things are going.  I feel rudderless and without purpose.  How frequently have I fallen into this state?  It is all too familiar.  But I have never gotten used to it.  When will things change for me?  Maybe I need to make things happen.  But passivity is my metier.